Finally, after a lot of considerations, I decided to transfer from IBM department. Brave decision enough huh? Definitely yes. I just lost a precious year since I expected to graduate in my very young age. But reality speaks the other way around.
Even though I don't wanna remember those hard times in IBM, when I feel bad about myself for doing not-so-good for me, I would lie if I said this moving would be the best for me. I, myself, even doubt that. I wonder whether this is gonna be fine or not. Who knows about future?
Leaving all the burdens is not all about feeling such a relief, nor even happy.
If someone asks me: "Are you sure, Karina?"
Honestly speaking, I can't answer that question directly with a yes. For me personally, I feel so sad with this moving. I have had my days, together with them from the beginning. Just imagine, thirty eight students living in just one floor all day and night, spending time together, doing everything together. And it's not about a batch, it is among all batches. We are like a big family -that's what they call us. Is this what so called camaraderie?
Well, I.... had the time of my life. I would never forget the moments we've shared together.
Thank you so much IBM for the lesson learnt..
Thank you so much all the lecturers, Mr. Rama Tidball, Ms. Stefanny Irawan, Mr. Troy Landis, Mr. Lianto, Ms. Tessa, Mr. Paul Oppusunggu, Mr. Yu Un Oppusunggu, how great thou in teaching! :)
And special thanks to my best friends in IBM. You know you're the reason why I do not want to move from IBM, I'll miss you girls, even the words 'so much' is not enough ;)
Anyway IBMers, BEST LUCK!!!!!! :'D
Hey :) keep in touch with us as you're going closer to the "heaven" (read:T2) and always pray for us who are in "hell" (read:T5) as we always pray for you :) we still can see each others right? You're just moving to one floor below us :) always dream and wish the best for you :) *muach!*
ReplyDeletethank you, Grace :) good luck and keep in touch!
ReplyDeleteErron:
ReplyDeleteGood luck and my bets wishes for you kar :)
Keep in touch with us :)
You're such a nice, cute, and fun girl :D
Gbu :D
Thank you, Erron! Nice to meet you! Keep the british accent anyway!!! I like it :P
ReplyDeleteAduhh Karina, jadi pindah y? We are going to miss you. :(
ReplyDeleteIya jadi :) sapa ya ini btw? :D
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ReplyDeleteDearest my lovely junior - Karina :)
ReplyDeleteHonestly speaking, i don't know what to say to you cause you've made your own decision then i should appreciate what you've made. But I've two words that can describe my feelings, there're 'SAD' & 'DISAPPOINTED'. Be honest, I just knew u only for 3 months. The first time I knew u when we have an event called 'IBM GATHERING'. You're willing to play violin for me and for that event. Only 3 months I knew you, but I feel that I already knew u for a year. I'm really confused what should I said to you, Kar! I just wanna say that actually you could survive in IBM, I know that you're a smart, brave, responsible and tough person! I believe that If you still stay in IBM, you could survive, but reality speaks the other way around :( I just wish that you've made a good choice for your life and your future, I'll always support you my dear sister! Btw, I've considered you as my sisters since I'м so happy and relieve near with you :) That's all I can say to you, Karina! All the best for you :* :* :*
Ohh ya, don't forget to keep in touch! Don't be so arrogant :P If you have time please visit IBM student lounge! IBM will always accept you and we always be there for you :)
I'll miss you, Karina :(
Love always,
Evelyn :)